Things that make you go hmm...

Okay, so yesterday after i got outta the shower he was waiting for me in bed. I've been aggressive toward him in the last few days but he hasn't really wanted to have sex... so I let it go. Anyways, he was waiting for me in the bed. Of course, only wearing a towel I threw that to the side and jumped in with him. Well, we started out just like most of the other times, missionary. I noticed he was getting rough, which I love. So I jumped up to my knees to get it doggy style. He started talking about treating me like a "naughty girl" and getting punished and stuff. I was heated... it felt good. He started spanking me, which is my newest turn on. Then he did something he'd never done... i was on my knees doggy style and he took his hand and held my head neck area to the bed. I mean, I normally rest my check area on the bed while i have my ass in the air because it gets a better angle. But he held me down with such force... and then to top it all off he was fucking me so hard ... i honestly thought i was going to vomit. I even remember screaming. I normally don't remember much, i get an organism high and everything tends to be a blur. Anyways, finally I manage to free myself from the hold and go over on my side where my right leg rested over his shoulder and my left between his legs. Again, I got fucked really hard, but i felt okay this time. Eventually we wound up missionary again and he was being rough, which again i normally love, but... he did something outta the ordinary again. He took his right hand and held my chest neck area firmly to the bed. He held me down so tight that I'm surprised I don't have a bruise. Anyways, I know he was being aggressive because that's what turns me on... without a doubt. I'm just not sure that I liked it THAT forceful. Like, afterwards, i didn't know what to say... and he kept asking me if i was okay. He kept assuring me that he'd never hurt me, and I know that without a doubt he'd never hurt me. I'm just not sure if i was turned on by this side of him or if it scared me a little. Anyways, I appreciate him stepping outta his box for me!!