Finally!

Okay so here's an update on my sexcapades! We tried to make up for the night before and it turned into a disaster! We locked ourselves outta one room, had sex police hot on our heels and finally succeced! I know my previous post may have sounded selfish, but my body aches when I get like that... and I'm bitchy (ask anyone I know!) lol. He's on the fence about seeing a doctor for this situation, sometimes he's all for seeing a doctor and other times he makes excuses... like he wasn't expecting that or smething. You know, wasn't expecting it and turned him on that much or whatever. I dunno!

I got cheated!

So we haven't had good QUAILITY sex in a little while. I mean, quaility = let your hair down and get freaky sex. So yesterday I was about to BURST! I needed it so badly. I kept walking up to him and feeling him, rubbing him, but couldn't get him to take the bait. I started thinking there was something wrong with me. That's one thing guys, never turn your woman down... it makes her think too much. Besides that, WHO WOULD DO THAT?! Most men are ready to go. So last night he was playing his playstation 3 with his brother on his bluetooth. I wrote him a note on my way to bed "Wanna come upstairs? Check yes or no" To my surprise he followed me. I could tell he wasn't completely into it... which sucked. I needed it so badly! So I took control and jumped on top. I slide it in me and started going at a nice pace. I got about 12 strokes in before he started cumming. What the hell!! So I was a little irritated because his lack of interest meant I wasn't getting what I needed after that. So I quietly pouted and laid down. He decided to try again after he waited a few minutes. He was completely in "aw" because I was so wet. Anyways, he slide up behind me and pulled my panties to the side and tried again. After a couple of strokes I started coming alive again. I raised up a little holding myself with my right hand on the bed and my left hand on his knee. I was on top, kinda, but facing his feet. It was nice. I found my rythem again. But about 20 strokes into it we heard pitter patter of feet coming down the hall.... I jumped off and pulled myself together. He composed himself and we greeted the sex police like nothing was going on. I had to walk it off. I was so disappointed I stood in the corner shaking a little and I remember not feeling like I was crying but a steady stream of tears rolled down my cheeks. Maybe it is me... maybe I'm too demanding. I just needed some physical interaction and was completely let down. :(

hot showers ?

One of my favorite things is hot showers. Sometimes it's hotter then sex. I mean, water at just the right tempature, with just enough steam. I swear, on those nights when I need a time out I get in a nice steamy shower. It's wonderful. I find myself orgasiming as least once from the hot water and bubbly that I lather all over. Sometimes I sneek my toys in the bath... I'm a big kid at heart! The first thing I do is adjust the water to the perfect heat and of course let it run for a minute, I don't want to get in a cold shower. I slide in and let the water run over me, from my neck down. I let the water pebble off my back for a minute then I roll my head back slowly. Once my body is covered in steam I take a deep breath... inhaling the steamy heat. I use one of those bath scrunchi things... so obviously after I wash the hair I lather myself up making sure to take deep breaths, especially when I cross my nose/face. By this time I'm so turned on I don't even have to touch myself to feel all the pleasures! It's amazing!!

UUmmm Hmmm.... Yes... I love hot showers!

I wanna!

I wanna be fucked. I wanna be laid head first across this desk... with my legs open and fucked. I wanna feel his cock between my legs. I wanna feel him pull my hair. Which reminds me... the other night I was so horny and of course we had house guests... he went to lay down and everytime i went to check on him I gave him a sample. Like once I got up on top of him, pulled my panties to the side and slide over him but only for about a minute... climbed off and ... the next time ... was GREEEAAATTT!!! He was laying on his side facing the edge of the bed. I pulled my pants to my knees and bent over slightly.. backed on to him while he was laying on the edge of the bed. It was hot. Later I got fucked... as any tease should... hehe. Goodness, I just want it!! So a couple of nights later we went to bed semi early, again we still had company. I had a few drinks before bed and when he got up to bed i was sound asleep. I woke up half way through when he was taking advantage of my drunken self. He was laying flat on his back, and I was laying flat on my back. My head was at the headboard and his head was by my feet. His legs were under me... his cock inside me. I arched my back up a little bit to get a better angle. I shivered as i came multiple times, it was great! Anyways, I think he's worn out, I can barely get a rise outta him. :( I think I'll take myself up and give myself a five finger special... because I CAN!!! :)

Anally Speaking

Okay so there's a topic i've been avoiding but it's kinda a large part of my life... anal sex. Just thought of that used to freak me out!!!

"You wanna put your cock where?" lol

In fact, I thought my husband shared the same feelings about it... I thought he thought it was disgusting too. Well, one night we were laying bed after a marathon and I asked him if he wanted to try somthing new. He asked "What do you have in mind?" Of course, I told him that I'd like to try it in the ass one day. His first thought was, "we need a babysitter this weekend!" Well we couldn;t get a babysitter for like 10 days. That apparently was the longest ten days.. everyday he told me how he couldn;t stop thinking about it. Weird because again, I thought he had no interested in it! Anyways, the night finally came and i got all boozed up. I took it for a few minutes in the ass... unless you've had it that way you don't know how painful it is!! So a few minutes is all we got that night, he said it was worth every second. A few nights later we tried again. Of course when the kids aren't home because i tend to scream a little. We got a few more minutes out of it. He loved it. Instantly I could tell he was hooked. We tried again with a toy in my pussy... it was too painful. And again without, while I stroked him... it was nice. So, we've been trying on and off for about 6 months, sometimes being completely successful and other times not.

Sunday night, when everyone was sleeping we went upstairs to play around. It turns him on when we're having sex and i say something like.. "I need to be fucked in my ass!!" Well, he says a lot of stuff turns him on (The other night he looked away when I bit my lip, go figure). So, I got on my knees and forced myself back on him. I kept a steady pace, fucking him with my ass.

We were successful and it felt amazing!! What were the signs we'd fucked anally successfully? Well, I heard him moan and scream like a school girl! It was great!!! He's normally the silent, strong type! It was awesome and I'm sure we have a lot more of that in our future!

Got Cat?

So I've been so exhausted lately, been working long hours at the apartment. The other night I felt a migraine coming on. I actually thought I was going to throw up. I was laying on the bed, left side like always, and he decided to lay down and get frisky. Now, he's rarely EVER got turned down when he wants sex. Okay, maybe a half a dozen times in 6 years! Anyways, we started going at it doggy style. I was to messed up to roll over the other way. Of course the light in the hall way was on and that made my head throbe more. So, we start having sex doggy style. We stop about 20 minutes into it because of the sex police. No biggy, right? We never resumed where we left off. I decided to try and sleep off the migraine. Early the next morning, probably around 5ish (if i had to guess) I woke up. I was laying on my back and I had a cat laying on my pelvis area. Now here's the thing... I have a collection of toys and creams and such... but let me tell you... I woke up to that cat purring and i was so turned on! Maybe it was because of where he was laying. Maybe it's because I was turned on when I went to sleep. It could be a number of things but it was awesome!!! Can we say "Got Cat?"